wipe the slate clean.

i had half a mind to delete every single entry in this blog - 731 posts mind you. but i decided against it =) suddenly didnt feel like it. heh.

skools been such a bore, theres a song playin over and over again in my head like some broken record, and i really wanted to tell you guys abt this girl who got her pepek licked in the bus (or at least i thought so), but id rather nt nw since i was wit the boy the day it happened, and id rather nt think back to the days we spent together.



sorry if my blog entries are boring, or if i seem distracted all the time.
i just need some time to think.

love to all who cares.
im out.

but you

youre not allowed
youre uninvited
an unfortunate slight.

dove white spray.

im waitin for a msg to come in, god this is so nerve-wreckin! anyways, to get my mind off things, i shall blog picturesss!!























more pics coming up!! its gonna be damn hilarious i swear!! :D


oh, oh, do u know, i dreamt of HELL a few nights ago.
okie i shall tell u how the dream goes.

i dreamt of my cousin. she came to me and said 'parvin, parvin, i see an old lady on the floor rockin away'. so i being hero all (though in real life i would probably freak out and start rocking myself out of fear) went wit her to check the lady out. the house was freakin huge, and quiet, and dark, and empty (i have no idea where her family was). it was fuckin scary i tell you. so i went to the room. den i din see anyone. so i went back and then my cousin stayed wit my family. the nxt night we went back. and i saw the old lady. she looked fuckin freaky lah! she was curled up o the floor rockin frm side to side, and it was so creepy, so eerie.

and then, somehow it occurred to me my cousin was dead. only me n my family could see her. den she told me she was in hell. and in hell, its just like earth, except no one can see you, and you see ghosts everywhere. and its doesnt mean when ur dead ur nt scared of ghosts. its just like when ur alive, and you see a spirit only u can see, and u get super freaked out. in hell, you will freak out every night, and no can help you. it would go on tt way, night after night, for eternity (u cant die again what). its freakin scary lah.

eh but this part is funny. u know how my cousin died?

she was sleepin wit her sister, and her sister kicked her face, and she died. i think i watched too much of southparks spontaneous combustion :(

oh, and u know why in the dream i was so scared? because anyone can die just like tt, for the slightest reason, for the littles things.

and i got a package in the mail for hell.


i got freaked out to the max.





ahhh. i dont wanna die. I DONT WANNA DIE.

yah lah okie, nw im awake so i cant be bothered abt tt anymore so tt aside, i think its time i went shopping =)

im shoppin-deprived.